how to describe that head rush
it’s like
from a few feet away your shoes sticking to the club floor and lights strobing you smell it
some bodies passing it around its already burning your nostril hairs straight off
finally after staring at them long enough they offer you a sniff
slowly
‘you’ disappear, there is too much vibration too much texture too much sound for you to hold on to so you slip
you fade
eyes closed
its all too much
that power that ultimate blue boy
that synthesized escape