I came from here tried to leave came back and then the door jammed Wanting a home was the worst trap I ever fell for, nothing can protect you from certain fate No man, no wall or no intention Someone tried to poison me and drop me down a well So that all I heard was the echo of my own voice Wailing Dig a hole in the center of the floor to escape If it worked for Bugs Bunny It can for me too *******
10/5: The cat was in the subway. He darted into the tunnel as I was chasing him. Even the platform was dark
10/6: Walking on a concrete floor but all of my footprints are bloody. I’m screaming and no one will help me.
10/7: My bed is on the edge of a grassy cliff laid out like Madison Square Garden. I am told I must sleep on it but I know if I roll over I’ll plunge to my death. I feel cold air in my lungs.
10/8: Instead of gazing at the dark ocean I am in it. I have a small boat but the water is choppy and I can’t get any closer to the lights on the shore. I feel sadness, I know there is a party there.
10/9: The elevator keeps falling. It’s beautiful and old with wood carvings and a chandelier. My legs break.
10/10: Everyone seems to enjoy being up here but me. I want to get off this roof and the only way down is one of those tunnel ladders for construction workers. Everyone is telling me it’s fine but I’m too afraid to go down the ladder. I stay on the roof forever. *********